Saturday, March 7, 2009

The most amazing sister in the world.

So everyone thinks that they have the most amazing sister in the world, but they are WRONG. I do :) My sister Caroline is absolutely wonderful and I am so thankful for her. I know she would do anything for me in a heartbeat, and I would do the same for her. She's beautiful, smart, and funny, and I know she can do anything she sets her mind too. Any guy to ever get her is the luckiest guy on the earth and doesnt deserve someone as great as her. She always gives everyone a chance no matter what she's heard about them or what she thinks about them. She loves everyone. Caroline, you are honestly my biggest role model and I have always looked up to you ever since I was little. I want to be just like you. I dont know what I'm going to do when she goes to college in a year in a half...I'll probably just break down. Caroline's the one who brings the laughter and smiles to my day :) When she gets in trouble and crys, it makes me cry. I never ever want to see her get hurt or be put through anything she doesn't have to be. She's my world and if anything ever happened to her I would die. I love you so so much Caroline, thank you for being such a wonderful big sister!

Life

I've figured out so much about life in the past few weeks than I could have ever imagined. I learned that I can't trust many people, no matter how many time they say "I'll keep it a secret!" They probably wont. I've done it before too, many times..but from now on, I'm only trusting God with my secrets. I also learned, to just sit back and enjoy high school. I mean why am I trying to rush through all this? Life goes by so fast, so why not just sit back and enjoy the "best years of my life". Also, why am I worrying about finding my prince charming so much? When he comes, he'll come. Whats meant to happen will happen, and I think I'm finally strating to accept that and put everything in God's hands. I'm learning more and more everyday - from who my true friends are, to who's probably not going to be there for me. I'm just going to sit back and enjoy the ride :)